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hey hey hey

my name is katelyn , i am a taste it twice kinda gal ;) i also suffer from BDD and i like to restrict my eating cause it makea me feel real good....... if that was an intro to eharmony or another dating site i would be all alone...... but i still have the food!!!

i cant wait to meet everyone

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Hi, I am a 22 year old female suffering from both anorexia and bulimia. I hope this isn't against your rules, but I just wanted to tell you about my forum. www.emotionalawareness.lefora.com

I'm not here to spam or anything, and I would like to be an active member of this group, but I just wanted to tell you about my forum, as we touch on topics such as eating disorders, depression, phobias, anxiety/panic, bipolar, abuse, borderline, addiction, etc.

My forum is just getting started, but I would really appreciate it if you would check it out and maybe tell your friends who might need some support.

Thanks guys! <3

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A community basically for making fun of wannarexics and people who think eating disorders are cool. Thinking an ED is a great way to lose weight so they can look like people in magazines.
We're a bunch of eating disordered girls and boys, who are tired of all the people who think they have a disorder by skipping dinner one day. Fantastic place to join if you have a sense of humour and tired of people not respecting what an eating disorder really is about.

Eating disorder bloggers wanted for survey

I am a current graduate student researching the social history of food-related disorders, inspired, in large part, from my own struggles with anorexia and bulimia.  I'm conducting an anonymous survey of bloggers who blog about eating disorders or eating disorder recovery in partnership with a clinical psychologist for joint research and publication purposes.

I'm hoping our survey generates lots of responses so that our findings are well-rounded, inclusive and convincing.  The only two requirements are that you must have an active blog and that it must address, at least in part, your experiences with an eating disorder.  I'm hoping for responses from people of all ages and genders who are in all stages of recovery and who suffer from a diversity of eating disorders, from anorexia to binge eating disorder to ed-nos to orthorexia. 

If the scope of the study pertains to your own experiences, I invite you to participate by taking it.  More information and a survey link can be found here or http://the-f-word.org/blog/index.php/2008/03/23/eating-disordered-bloggers-wanted-for-survey/

Thank you!

Rachel Richardson

winter break FAT

so when break started i was 115... an ok weight but now almost 3 week into breask im 125!!! i totally let go after break with all the big family dinners and such and im struggling getting back into not eating because it feels nice being full but i look in the mirror and im disgusted i refuse to wear anythign but hoodies till i loose the weight im looking for a buddy that is trying to loose liek 15-20 pounds in a couple weeks to do it with me.. let me know if anyone else in interested in doing the same!! i need to get this holiday weight off me its so gross!!
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I went on vacation for a week and I knew that I had put on a few pounds, not a huge deal. But. Twice in one week two separate friends said that they could tell. One said that he thought I put on some weight and the other said that I look thicker than I used to. So. I haven't eaten in 5 days. And I love how I am starting to look. The end.

Crying inside

I can't believe what i'm feeling inside, i just want to run and hide, hide away from this pain, these feelings of being unwanted, unappreciated, neglected. People say i love you, i care for you, i'm glad to know you, but i ask myself do they really mean it? Do they really know who i am? I give too much of myself away, I feel i have nothing that's mine. I've shared everything i have with so many people and for what? What my feelings mean to me, what i care about most, means nothing to the people i tell it to. To you it's just another bit of gossip, some more meaningless information that will be tossed aside and forgotten, but to me it's so much more. To me it's the little and important parts of my life that i willingly share in the hope that you will listen, in the hope that you will care. I cry to you, i laugh with you, i listen to you, but i care about what you say, i remember and try my best to help with any problems. I realise now that all the people who i have in my life, take me for granted, use me and that see me as just another girl who sees life so positively, i now realise that i have always overlooked this and pretended they really liked me, cared and appreciated me being there, but it's all a lie. They toss me aside as soon as they get what they want but always come back when they are ready to use me again, when they need me again. But i feel in the end i always get thrown away to never be remembered, to be forgotten and replaced by something better. It hurts that i have a constant pain in my chest, a neverending reminder of all the poeple i have loved and trusted have hurt me in ways i could never imagine. I sit here and wonder how people could be so selfish and heartless, why they could hurt someone and then brush them off like a bit of dirt on their hands. Life is all one big lie, and the people are all so fake, so self-centered. Everyone does things so in the end it works out better for them. But that's not what it's about. You have to find someone really special, that's there for you and treat them with the same kindness and respect that they show you. But i have not found this, and doubt i ever will. I have not come across anyone to be like this. So who do i turn to? i Have nothing to lose anymore as it's all been given out only to be trampled on moments later. I don't want to share myself with anyone anymore, noone deserves to be feeling the way i do. From now on, what's mine is going to stay mine, I will no longer give out my most treasured qualities and i will now hide away from everyone, so i will hopefully never be found.

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